It rained heavily.The shortcut was too muddy to take, so I took a much longer and dangerous way where robbery happened oftentimes.It was all dark. Some vehicles run by. I felt all right.Before feeling shaky, my building came in sight.Sight for sore eyes and a power cut for the first night. I guess everybody was asleep, so I sneaked in. I was pleased with my new room, with a bed single enough not to kiss the ceiling and a window big enough to let in much sunshine. Shouldn't there be a carnival for the first night? Oh, there came the mosquitos. They knew I had nowhere to hide. helpless to cry. 

白天是假的，梦里才是真的。记不起的，忘不了的，得不到的，都一一在梦中出现了。宁可活在梦里了。 

Too much to say, yet too awakard in expressing. I met friends. Some were happy, busy getting married, having babies or buying houses. Some were sad. One fell in love with a carefree girl who dated him just for fun and got tired of him in a twinkling. One was still struggling with her addiction to an exprienced man who promised her nothing but, probably at his best, sex and sophistication. One had so many girls devoting themselves to him but still declared his loneliness.One tried so hard to get her skin tan so as to be liked and, if lucky enough, loved by some foreigner(s)...People are so different. If love finds its explanation in difference, how many have ever succeeded in bridging the gap? "Love is a fallacy." Who tells this god damn truth?!... I learnt swimming. I learnt driving. I taught and I talked. I dreamt about so many.So I say my summer vacation is better than nothing. Yet Ava again belittled the way I spent my time and she is right. There is such a lot of world to see, but I confine myself in god damn isolated Nanhai  or the peaceful coastal city which fits the elderly so well. Can't I just let myself go and drift about?...Alas, back here am I again, for the swimming pool and nothing else.